"Quit?" she asked, looking over. "I ... don't know. I think it's all he has, but they make him do really bad things and he drinks until he pretends he's okay with it. And some of the things he's done ... I knew he was a mercenary, I knew some of it was dirty, and I figured some of it was really bad, because of how he looks when he doesn't talk about it. And then he told me some of it, and 'really bad', that's not even close. And ... I left."