"It's hard to just ignore it when they're your people," she said, looking over with a frown. "I'm ... not judging him, either. Am I? I didn't ... think i was. I mean. He had ... I think maybe his life was bad, really bad, before it, and I don't think he had anything else. I don't think he's evil. I just ... don't know if I can handle ... being with him, and not thinking he's them. The people that did that to us."

Deep breath. "Maybe that is. I don't mean to. I don't hate him. I just ... don't know what to do."